Her mouth fell in slow motion to the floor,
lipstick and all. Pulled
itself into a greasy puddle –
bright red on cobalt.
His words flew into her ears,
beat their blackened wings
and pecked their bloody beaks
into the right side of her brain.
And somewhere in the not too distant future,
telephone wires spit electric invective
and slapped their tails against an icy wind.
Just another day in the supermarket,
she thought, bowling a cantaloupe
down the aisle of broken dreams;
shattering the salad bar;
wrapping her legs in a frantic tango
around the thigh of All You Can Eat.
Anything but the ice flow on his side of the bed.
Anything but the dust bowl on hers.
She pushed her cart over the ruts in the highway
until she got to the gas station on the edge of town.
She sidled up to the pump that said Hi Test,
closed her mouth around the nozzle,
pulled the trigger and filled up on 10 Items or Less.
He watched her from behind the counter,
coffins in his eyes, and sharpened his knife
on the bony head of his only child.
The neon sign in the window said Last Chance.
But it didn’t say it for long. Still … he thought
she saw it when she turned and looked
past ghosts and worms and coffins –
looked until his clothes shriveled
and the manatee swallowed sunlight;
until doves flew through waterfalls
and old men played Parcheesi in rubber
suits and won.
“Yes,” she said to the watery eyes
in the bony head of his only child, “I saw it.”
Then she picked up her lips,
put a quarter in the cave
of the tall woman with no hair
and followed the echo of her high strung heels
into the fearless dark of her heart’s content.